I like to read old journals. I recently read some of my 2006 journal, I didn't realise some things about myself at the time, things that are quite clear to me now.
I think I'm poetic when I'm hurt, I'm crazy with speculation when I'm in love, that speculation turned out to be true, even though at the time it seemed unlikely.
I really doubted myself in 2006, but I suppose that's what a 15 year old girl does. I don't know how much of me has changed in those 2 years, I don't know if I'm still poetic when I'm hurt, lately I've just been getting angry and then telling myself to let it go when Isomebody hurts me. I don't know if I still have that crazed passion about love that I used to. I think I'm more level headed, more grounded, but I do have the occasional fantastic thought.
I'm not sure if I like self reflection.