:) I Love It When He Smiles!

I'm finlly in a writing mood again. I think iy's because I have awesome hair (or maybe some free time?).
Lately I've been thinking a lot about everything other than life. Namely what happened before, and what's going to happen after. It's quite an interesting topic. Sometimes it literally hurts me to think about and I end up screaming and in the fetal position on my bed but that's okay, because it means I'm really delving. I started out with a lot of questions, particularly to do with intelligences, the pre existance, the role of God and the Savior in relation to the "worlds without number" and also the role that all worthy people will eventually play in the creation of their worlds without number. My questions, funnily enough, lead to more questions, which leads to me having an attack of the screams. After the screams I pull it together and start all over again. It's a fun little cycle.
I've also noticed how much I don't get people, and their ways. I think I've talked about this before. How people say one thing when they actually mean another. How small things like "she didn't write back to my text," can be so distressing. It's just mental! And by "it" I mean the lengths people read into things because of the fact that noone says what they mean anymore. And by noone I mean most people. I think when you speak, you should say what you want the other person to hear, then there will be a little less confusion. I used to do it myself. When someone was doing something that bothered me I would tell them I didn't care, expecting them to realise that "I don't care" is actually me saying shut up and go away please. But because I told them I didn't care, they didn't shut up and go away. After much thought, I decided I wanted to get what I wanted, and the key was to say what I was thinking, in the most direct (yet still polite) way possible. I swear by this now, it works and everyone is happy!