Here's the Update.

The past two weeks of my life have been excellent. The wonderful and the awful have all melted into the perfect fortnight in my mind, and now I am going to immortalise it forever in this blog.
Friday27th; Party for my sophie. This party was in itself average, as most parties are, however the company was extraordinary. Special mention to abby, and her very special relationship with him who shall not be named, the awkwardness could be cut with a knife, instead I chse to stand back and laugh at it until I cried. Also Blayden, who wore white, aka everyone spill your drinks on me. Ben, with the brilliant "Talk clean to me" quote. And the first time I've stayed up til dawn. Mario and chips at 3am and also owl city! After the horrid music at that party I have never loved them more in my life.
Saturday28th; Sleeping all day so I would be up to HVB all night. Emily, Emma and I really pulled up and ht the town. Getting into maitland about 11pm, and realising it doesn't come alive til about 1230, we ventured into Eagle Boys to talk to our water aerobics instructer, who is quite an interesting character, and whose number I also scored. From there we went and sat by the river, because the night was gorgeous and awesome. Also quotes like "The moon is so bright" "I know it's like day outside" Def. not my finest hour! Dancing and going up and down the stairs! A million toilet trips!!! Silent guy! There was a guy who just came up to us, never said anything, mime asked me if I wanted to dance, then followed us downstairs and kept smelling emily's hair! Oh and 15 year old boy. Ahh and crutches guy. Poor guy had crutches and was trying to dance on the side of the dance floor but everyone left him, then when we came back he was dirty dancing with some skank! It was a proud moment, and also a little gross. That night was filled with hilarity. "Are you guys pretty shy?" "No, not really" (We just don't wanna talk to you.) The birth of the nuggets tradition.
The week; We have beach trips, weird texts with aerobics instructer, maitland for breakky with the girls, christmas lights spectacular (not that spectacular in my opinion), more really weird texts, officially weird between us now, it makes me laugh, laughing at girl who dislikes me trying to make me feel bad, I've really mastered the art of not letting people get to me, it's great. Carpark talks that make me want to scream. Cliche hour.
Weekend; Spent at HVB again, because it's just that awesome. Lots of dancing, saw silent guy again, and 15 yr old boy looked about 12 this weekend. So much fun. I love it.

While My Nails Dry

My head is spinning. I haven't been so nervous in so long. The thing is though, it isn't regular nervousness, I wish it was regular nerves because I know how to deal with that! This is a retarted "I can't do anything about this situation except think about it, which doesn't really help except to make me more nervous" type of nervousness. I hate this! All I can do is wait and see, and it isn't even that important, but I just wanna know what's going on, so it's at the top of the list of interesting things on my mind at the moment. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
I wish I could just know. Everything would be better if I knew.

Overflow

My head hurts again and the butterflies are flapping in weird ways. I'm being reminded why I decided not to bother with this kind of thing for a while.

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I love it when one of my students goes on holidays and doesn't tell me tutoring is cancelled so I show up at their house anyway when noone is home but the housesitter who is in pyjamas at 5 in the afternoon so it's kinda really awkward!

I Notice All the Magic

I must admit it is pretty damn easy to be happy in my life.

Beach trips with Hot Boxes from Yummy Noodle.

Games day after aerobics where I win Buzz and Monopoly.

Team Jessica at Netball! Abby in GD and me in GK are a stellar defensive team.

Falling down a hill and getting a grass burn can only be described as fahhreakin' hilarious, who thought grass could burn? Now I know it does, and also not to speed up when running down a steep hill.

Laughing at nothing with Britt when we really should be getting on with maths. At the time "Do you really know that that's six or are you just guessing?" was really funny, upon reflection I have no idea why.

Paying $10 for pizzas I don't actually want just to show Emma a boy I had my eye on.

Running hurdles. Enough said.

"I have to fix a door." And other excuses for conversation starters.

Dancing to Owl City in my car, it's all about the shoulders when youre car dancing!

Emily conversations ; "If I went to gaol I'd shave my head and become heaps buff and bash all the girls." "If you fell into another dimension how would you change your earrings?"

Roadtrip to the sunshine state next year.

Starting a career.

Wii fit at Abby's (especially her showing me how to do yoga) all I can say is LOL!

How I Met Your Mother marathon, does it get any better?

Sweet bargains on things I probably don't need but buy anyway, ie $1 rollerskates.

Butttterflies

I have the butterflies in my belly, it's quite unusual and alarming. I love them though, and I'm thinking about naming them because I have a feeling they might be around for a while. I think I'll call one gypsy, one angus, one charles and the other manaeah. We have a party planned every week, it's so much fun.

:) I Love It When He Smiles!

I'm finlly in a writing mood again. I think iy's because I have awesome hair (or maybe some free time?).
Lately I've been thinking a lot about everything other than life. Namely what happened before, and what's going to happen after. It's quite an interesting topic. Sometimes it literally hurts me to think about and I end up screaming and in the fetal position on my bed but that's okay, because it means I'm really delving. I started out with a lot of questions, particularly to do with intelligences, the pre existance, the role of God and the Savior in relation to the "worlds without number" and also the role that all worthy people will eventually play in the creation of their worlds without number. My questions, funnily enough, lead to more questions, which leads to me having an attack of the screams. After the screams I pull it together and start all over again. It's a fun little cycle.
I've also noticed how much I don't get people, and their ways. I think I've talked about this before. How people say one thing when they actually mean another. How small things like "she didn't write back to my text," can be so distressing. It's just mental! And by "it" I mean the lengths people read into things because of the fact that noone says what they mean anymore. And by noone I mean most people. I think when you speak, you should say what you want the other person to hear, then there will be a little less confusion. I used to do it myself. When someone was doing something that bothered me I would tell them I didn't care, expecting them to realise that "I don't care" is actually me saying shut up and go away please. But because I told them I didn't care, they didn't shut up and go away. After much thought, I decided I wanted to get what I wanted, and the key was to say what I was thinking, in the most direct (yet still polite) way possible. I swear by this now, it works and everyone is happy!